Tick Tock episode 2 - pacar

everybody thinks that having someone they love was truly amazing.
you know what? i think so too.
but i think, there's no point in having a boyf.
boys just come and go like seasons, right?
you know, one day a boy came to me and said disgusting things such as "i like you, would you be my.... GF?"
errgh i'm sick of those words, they'll pretend like they will always be by your side, love you like the way you are, etc.
but.... this is what hurts the most :
they leave you behind just because they've found another girl which is so attractive (and more attractive than us, their GF)
see? thats why.

tapi... tentang si N ini, gue gatau gmn jdnya dan harus gimana, we're so close, but he's just another joke. he didn't think that our relationship was SPECIAL, he thinks.... we're just like siblings.

jujur sejujur jujurnya, gue pengeeeeen bgt jadian kalo ngeliat orang jadian tapi.... ini yg selalu terjadi

(A: gue, V: temen gue)

V: anggiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (lari ke gue dengan ekspresi senyum pol polan, terus langsung meluk gue)
A: eeeh knp? seneng bgt nih cieee
V: gue jadian sm X loooooh
A: wooow congrats yaaa
V: makasiiiii
A: ahaha langgeng ya

nah baru sekitar 1 minggu setelah itu....

V: anggiiii (sekarang, cemberutnya yang pol-polan)
A: knp?
V: gue gasuka deh sm si X
A: lah kok?
V: gatau nggi gue gakuat
A: yaudah pikir2 aja dulu kalo mau putus
V: oke deh nggi

3 minggu kemudian...
PUTUS
is that all?
is that "relationship"?

tapi entah kenapa, gue gamau pindah ke "special" gue mau stay kyk gini aja sm N.
gue takut kalo dia tau gue suka sm dia, semua jd ancur.
tp kalo emng bs "pindah", Alhamdulillah.
dan satu hal lg, walaupun "pindah" kalo putus, ya putus dan bener2 "PUTUS" dalam segala hal
is it okay if i stay like this?


thanks for reading, please read the next episodeee :)
and comments would be great.